I think my mind is bi-polar.

Only because of the fact,that I don't know which girl I like.This is totally confusing me,because I've known one for awhile,but haven't talked to her recently(If you already know who I'm talking about,then you must be a STALKER),and the other one is one of my sister's friends,whom I talk to alot.My sister(not telling which one)told me to ask myself which one I would rather spend the rest of my life with.I've asked myself that question fifty million times already,and I don't know.I have no idea why I'm opening this stuff up to people I don't even know who happen to stumble upon my blog,while probably searching for"cat eating cheese".I have no idea if that's a real thing,I just made it up.I just wrote a poem.I think it's not that good,but I was surprised how fast all of it came to me,because I've been wanting to write a poem for the past few days,but could never think of anything good enough,and this one just,BAM!!!!,hit me.i'm not gonna post it on here,because someone i know may read it,then get mad and punch me in the fce.and i like having my face not punched.I recently became interested in mind-games.Not really recently,it's benn awhile,and there are some pretty interesting things you can do with the correct usage of words.i'm thinking about trying some of them,but it may not work that well with me.I'm srprised with myself.I haven't been playing video games as much as i ususally do.why can't I just tell her I like her?Because I know that she doesn't like me.That's precisely why.you're probably saying,"you're such a loser.just tell her if you want her to know."but it's not that easy.At least for me it isn't.I am the worlds best procrastinater.I still haven't done the final draft for my flippen english essay.I was thinking earlier,and I wonder what the after effects would be if someone was "pressured"into a realationship with someone they really didn't like.Pressured such as their friends basically threatened that they would be punched if they didn't ask the person out.I guess you could say semi-threatened.Just wondering though.If I really opened up all the things I have deep down,you'd probably be reading this one thing for an hour.Not that I;m some sick little freak that kills people in the middle of the night,after playing classical music through headphones while they sleep.Oh crap.It's just that i have my fair share of things that I'm not exactly too proud of,but then again,nobody's perfect.I just had a genius plan to further the development of this little twist but i won't let you guys know about that.It's 10:13 PM,so i'm gonna go.